Monday, October 17, 2005
The word "were" is never in my dictionary for my friendship with you.. It is not something that is going to end one day and walk into history.. Friends are forever, especially both of us... I guess its a fact that I had to find out what's wrong through blogs.. Usually, I don't get a satisfactory response when I start asking about things.. Most likely, you won't want to talk about things.. Why is there the effort of trying to ensure things are fine with no misunderstandings.. Coz I care and I treasure.. In the past, now and in the future.. Something that is not going to change.. And its just what I recognise.. A big misunderstanding with you and your kor.. And now, with me.. Guess things are just fated to happen this way.. the email is supposed to be read by you.. To overcome this, we will still be close friends like before.. If we give way, we will lose each other... Guess I am feeling tired.. There are so much things building inside me.. Nothing has been going right since breakup... Am I truly feeling happy now? I wonder.. And now, what I want is to salvage my friendship which I truly treasure...
