Sunday, October 30, 2005
Finally finished my last lab report of the semster after much effort... Sigh.. Really hard to concentrate fully.. Now, I have to start reading and memorising stuff for tommorrow's viva..I will be praying that Suresh is going to be nice to me tomorrow, asking manageable questions and those that I can remember.. Guess I better start drawing all the mechanisms..Or maybe I should take up Yuni's idea of putting my lab reports under my pillow and sleep on them tonight? Her theory of "disfussion".. Think I am getting too crappy and crazy now..
I am so behind time now.. People out there might had finished their critique by now or have started on it.. Me? Zero achievement.. I better start pushing myself to start a few sentences and not to forget organometallic test on Friday.. Wonder how am I to focus well..
Now playing: 灰姑娘 - Zhang Hui Mei
听见别人提起你的名字 我就会脸红
一张有你合照的照片 看来看去都不厌倦
坐在寂寞了很久的窗前 不停地想念
从没有对谁的支字片语 可以读了好几百遍
像童话中的世界 如今出现在真实人生的眼前
再苦闷的时刻 也有彩虹 哪怕只是轻靠你的肩
像传说中的爱情 如今出现在真实人生的眼前
当你拥抱着 轻轻地对我说 你会爱我到永远
我就像Cinderella 等到了寻找我的他
爱情的的过程 总会有泪有挣扎
有你的温柔 我就什么都的不怕
我就像Cinderella 等到了寻找我的他
等待你是我付出最甜蜜的代价
快乐的Cinderella 真爱得到了回答
Saturday, October 29, 2005
What a day! I returned home on Thursday night wanting to finish my lab report and when I switch on the socket, the circuit box was tripped and my room went BLACK! No choice and I had to wake my dad up to fix the problem. But we can't seem to find out what causes the problem... Lucky when I am home yesterday, my bro told me my computer monitor is the culprit! It is pronounced DEAD! THey shifted an antique monitor to my room realising that the color is so lousy.. I am typing this entry in front of a monitor which has a dark screen and white background has a tint of red hue. I am going blind if I continue using this monitor.. ~going blind soon~
Monday, October 24, 2005
Finally finished my 2500 words of HY essay.. Full of crap, beating around the bush... But most important thing is I finished doing!
Let me update what I did on Fri.. Vylkians went Holland to have dinner to celebrate Yihui's Birthday! Tze Char at the XO fish head Kopi tiam.. I had hearty meal and felt so full.. The food was rather nice.. Most importantly, it is not very expensive.. Paid about $10 for the meal.. After that, we headed to
Haagen daz for ice-cream. We ordered 4 sets of ultimate scoops with all different flavours of ice-cream.. Everyone had a nice time trying all the flavours, but sad to say, some of them melted and the flavours got mixed that we cant diiferentiate between them.. We paid $4 each for the ice-cream. Consider cheap and got to taste so many flavours! We ende the dinner with Yihui opening her birthday presents... Can tell she loves them alot.. Shall post up photos when I get hold of them. Happy 21st birthday, Yihui! Stay cheerful, happy and pretty always!! Friends forever =)
Thursday, October 20, 2005
I am sick...Starting with fever on Sunday.. But had to drag myself to lab on Monday.. And Tuesday I caught flu with that feverish feeling.. And now recovered from my fever, my flu just wont go away... =( What's worse with that big ucler in my mouth! Bad things always comes in a chain.. Sob.. I am trying so hard to meet deadlines for essay and critique... Just clear my Chinese assignment.. Must start vomitting 2500 words out for my History essay which is due on Monday.. But i have to clear it fast coz Saturday I have to attend my Cousin's wedding.. I am drowning in the pool of assignments.. When can I start revision? *Thinking*
Monday, October 17, 2005
The word "were" is never in my dictionary for my friendship with you.. It is not something that is going to end one day and walk into history.. Friends are forever, especially both of us... I guess its a fact that I had to find out what's wrong through blogs.. Usually, I don't get a satisfactory response when I start asking about things.. Most likely, you won't want to talk about things.. Why is there the effort of trying to ensure things are fine with no misunderstandings.. Coz I care and I treasure.. In the past, now and in the future.. Something that is not going to change.. And its just what I recognise.. A big misunderstanding with you and your kor.. And now, with me.. Guess things are just fated to happen this way.. the email is supposed to be read by you.. To overcome this, we will still be close friends like before.. If we give way, we will lose each other... Guess I am feeling tired.. There are so much things building inside me.. Nothing has been going right since breakup... Am I truly feeling happy now? I wonder.. And now, what I want is to salvage my friendship which I truly treasure...
Saturday, October 15, 2005
"A circle is round it has no end, that's how long I want to be your friend!"
"Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship."
Friday, October 14, 2005
"Though our communication wanes at times of absence, I'm aware of a strength that emanates in the background."
-Claudette Renner-
Saturday, October 08, 2005
To gain something would always mean you will lose something in return? I have been thinking of this question for long. Is this a way that Mother Nature adopt to balance everything on earth? And I guess this is true since nobody can have the best of two worlds..
Ever since starting out with TS, things aren't the same between me and Qi anymore. Perhaps that is the starting point when we start drifting. Problems came in when she felt left out when 3 of us are out, followed by meeting her alot lesser, and came she being the middleman. Till recently I found out she was unhappy when I left her to worry about things between me and TS at that time. I can't blame her for the result of today.. Its my inability to handle things well that caused all these. My insensitivity to detect her unhappiness that allowed things to continue.. It was the worst feeling to know this and perhaps nobody can really understand me. many people would think why am I so silly to brood over a small thing when I still have other friends? Perhaps nobody understands how close we were, the bond that we share between us. It was close like sisters till things changed. I am trying and still trying to make things better.. To make up for things I did not handle well enough.. I don't know how much can things improve.. Maybe we will not get to that stage that we used to be, but at least I tell myself I am not going to let things worsen.
To Qi: Sorry for everything that you felt the last time. All of it was due to me not able to balance things well and handle things well. If there is still any feelings of you being sandwiched now, it will be the last. No more of this from now on. Though I would very much hope to hang out with you and Angeline, I find that I could not blend it yet. I feel that most of the times I could not join in conversation between both of you coz I don't know what's going on. Yet, from the bottom of my heart, I sincerely want to befriend her. The best scenerio would probably be 3 of us hanging out together, i guess.. No matter what, I will still be there whenever you need someone to talk to..
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Everyone is ignoring me.. What is happening... Can someone enlighten me?
